"Pick up the nearest book to you.Turn to page 45. The first sentence explain you love life."
What a nice quote for the day. It may seem to be very simple but it marks my heart. I just tried it, out of no where and the book that is closest to me was the Daily bread, doesn't have pages but it has dates. I've subtracted 31 ( January) from 45 and resulted to 14. So my number 45 is Feb 14. Wow! a very significant number/date. Its our date, my bf date of visiting me and the date where we made our love story official.
I was surprised for what I seen. SECOND BEST. Oh my goshhhhh. 100% yes. I am 100% second best to him. No hard feelings, even for so many days I been hurting, not because of being the second best to his Mom ( thats understandable) but then ignoring me is not 😢 Thats different tune I guess.
Well today, I know Im always the best in God. because he see Us fairly. And I love you guy 😘😘😘
to loved and to beloved
Friday, August 19, 2016
Tuesday, August 16, 2016
SOMETIMES
Sometimes, its hard to fall in love. It maybe happy at the beginning but soon different hindrances arise.
Sometimes, giving up is coming your way but Love Fights. Faith and Perseverance is always there. It maybe painful, but for love everything is possible.
Sometimes, putting a period in everything helps. But how? would you like to end something which you know you always want it to be unending?
Sometimes, pretending helps a bit. But how long? Can we just shout out loud and voice out how hurt we are ? Can we just Cry out loud and tell the world whats inside our heart? How can you do it, when you been pretending yourself all along that you are tough? How can you cry and shout out loud if you even pretend to yourself that you are tough enough to handle everything? How can you do it if even yourself doesn't believe you anymore. How?
Sometimes, you want to call a friend to tell them how much you are hurting. But how can you do it, if all your friends doesn't favor of want you want to do. How can you tell them that deep inside you, you are hurting and wanting someone to console you of the things you want to hear?
Sometimes, you just wish you are dreaming. that after you woke up.Everything is the same.
Sometimes, giving up is coming your way but Love Fights. Faith and Perseverance is always there. It maybe painful, but for love everything is possible.
Sometimes, putting a period in everything helps. But how? would you like to end something which you know you always want it to be unending?
Sometimes, pretending helps a bit. But how long? Can we just shout out loud and voice out how hurt we are ? Can we just Cry out loud and tell the world whats inside our heart? How can you do it, when you been pretending yourself all along that you are tough? How can you cry and shout out loud if you even pretend to yourself that you are tough enough to handle everything? How can you do it if even yourself doesn't believe you anymore. How?
Sometimes, you want to call a friend to tell them how much you are hurting. But how can you do it, if all your friends doesn't favor of want you want to do. How can you tell them that deep inside you, you are hurting and wanting someone to console you of the things you want to hear?
Sometimes, you just wish you are dreaming. that after you woke up.Everything is the same.
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